Love and broken hearts

A/N: This is a story that I starter writing between writing Silent and other darker story. This has a much lighter approach, though I just couldn’t hold back from adding angst to it, that’s just the way I write best, I think. Anyway this is the story where I invented Joni’s and Misha’s characters (Foolish games) BUT these stories do not connect to each other in any other way and the characters have been altered and developed slightly different than these two here.

Chapter 1.

Summer 2006


I hate big supermarkets; I hate them!

I kept walking forward on the chilly corridors of the store, all the while looking around myself; hoping to see a white knitted shirt and brown, sexy, messed up hair…where the hell had he gotten to already?

A couple of older women were walking slowly ahead of me, side by side, pushing their shopping carts in front of them so that no one could possibly move past them on the corridor. They were talking about some man named Matias, and his bad case of gout. The other one then told her friend about her bad hip and the fear of having cancer; the doctors didn’t do anything about it, thought that she was just overly paranoid; the nerve of them! She said.

’My God; can you walk any slower!?’ I thought to myself. Though I might have screamed that one out loud because they turned their heads and looked at me in a disapproving manner. 

Well, at least they let me pass them! I heard how they discussed the state of today’s youth; always so selfish and rude. Well, if they didn’t always stand in our way, then just maybe we wouldn’t have to be rude! Have they ever thought of that? If anyone here was selfish, then I think it was those grannies with hip problems and not me.

I continued my search. Why did these stores have to be so god damn big? Why, God, why??

Finally, I found him. Jesse stood in the toy section and studied some teddy bear in his hand. I wondered if he hadn’t gotten enough toys as children to play with, since he now seemed to be so interested in them.

”Did you find the cheese?” He asked, smiling once he saw me.

”Well yeah, I found your fucking cheese; here. But is it so god damn difficult for you to stay where I leave you? Do you know how annoying it is to search for you when those fucking one foot in a grave people decide to have their little ’let’s compare whose life is the most fucked up’ conversations?” I snapped and tossed the cheese that had caused so much trouble already into the cart.

Jesse looked at me rolling his eyes and sighed.

”I know that you do not like going to grocery stores, but please can you stop all that swearing. It sounds so childish,” Jesse scolded me. I looked at him and the teddy in his hands.

”Says the guy who’s looking to buy a teddy for himself?” I raised an eyebrow.

”Your sister’s birthday is coming up,” he told me, looking at my face with a somewhat amused expression.
”Oh yeah…” I muttered. I had forgotten all about Sini’s birthday to be honest and once again Jesse would save my neck. The teddy was placed among the rest of the stuff and we continued our shopping trip from hell.

I stayed behind Jesse, just so that I could look at the swing of his perfect ass as he walked in front of me.

Jesse turned to look at me; his deep blue eyes had the smile that had appeared on his lips. He was just so beautiful, there was no way of getting past that. I wondered if I could find some secluded corner to take him to and…hm…the changing cabinets?

”I think we got everything already, except the drinks,” Jesse said then, interrupting my wildly running thoughts.

”Oh yes, the drinks then…” I muttered, sounding a bit absent-minded and once again my eyes met with his butt. Damn, I felt horny. Luckily it wasn’t a horribly long trip to the cabin from here.


”There’s a mighty fine forest over there,” I said after we had driven for about twenty minutes. Jesse chuckled and shook his head. Is he laughing at me?!

”There are forests everywhere. So what, dare I even ask, makes this one finer than the others we have driven by already?” He asked, looking at me with a curious expression.

”Well, uh, the shape of the trees, the way the light of the sun moves through them and… And there seems to be plenty of moss; so I bet the ground is really soft in some places.” I gave him a smile. ”We could stop at the next resting area and go explore the nature for a bit; you know…” A man has always got to try. Jesse turned his head towards the window, but I could see that he’s smiling. I seem to amuse him to no end!

”We’re going to a cabin, Joni. I’m happy with the nature that we’ll find there, so there’s really no need to stop now.”

”So what you’re saying is that you’ll go to explore the nature with me once we reach the cabin?” I asked, my tone full of hope.

”Just drive the car, hon,” he said, smiling and I let out a deep, depressed sigh.


Finally we reached the cabin and from the look of the other cars the others had already arrived.

Jesse smiled when he saw his friend Kim, who smiled back at him in an insanely happy manner. He did try to hold himself down, but I saw how he burned with the urge to feel my boyfriend up. He waved at us and came to help us with our luggage and the groceries.

At first they hugged though, and I felt sick just looking at it. Kim might have cute enough face, but he’s way too chubby for my liking.

Kim’s cheeks went red as he looked at Jesse as they laughed about some inside Swedish joke of theirs even as they carried the stuff into the cabin. I hate it when they speak Swedish, it sounds so freaking annoying.

I grabbed our bags and followed them inside. At the door I ran into Marko and he grinned at me. His green blue eyes sparkled and his blond hair framed his handsome face.
”Hi Joni.”

”Hi Marko,” I said, smiling at the slightly shorter guy. We looked at each other for a moment longer. Marko looked god damn gorgeous and I was still feeling as horny as ever. I remembered clearly how his lips had felt around my hardening member. I also remembered the contour of his well shaped body in a dimly lighted room. He held my gaze, smiling still, touching me furtively as he walked past me. I followed him with my eyes as he walked towards the dock. He turned around, smiled seductively and then continued on. He remembered too; our secret night.

’Maybe if Jesse decides to hold back sex from me again, I can perhaps convince Marko to some action?
’ I couldn’t help but to smile at the thought. I certainly wouldn’t mind having him again.

I found my boyfriend inside, in the kitchen where he was kneeling in front of the fridge, placing our groceries inside. Kim leaned against the counter, staring at his ass, which is such a sexy ass that even I couldn’t blame that pervert from looking at it. 

I wanted Jesse, I wanted Marko. To put it simply; I wanted sex. Jesse or Marko; the two hottest guy at the cabin, either one of them worked quite well with me. Jesse just didn’t have to know that. I didn’t want to cheat on him again. I knew that if he were to know, then I would lose him and you didn’t want to lose a guy like Jesse. So from now on I would only try and concentrate on getting into the pants of my own boyfriend.

Jesse stood up and I walked behind him, wrapping my arms around him I kissed his perfect neck. I didn’t really bother to care about the fact that the perverted Kim was still watching.

”Honey, let’s go upstairs?” I whispered still placing gentle kisses on the side of his neck. He turned his face to look at me, kissed my lips, before pulling away from my embrace.

”But just this morning we…” He started, glanced at Kim and then, slightly insecurely back at me.
”…This is kind of a bad moment. We just got here. I’ll think about it later, alright?” He said then and walked away. 

I sighed with frustration. Somebody please fuck with me now! Not Kim though…

Didn’t Jesse realize how his constant rejection affected me? Kim looked a bit too pleased of Jesse’s refusal, like he was proud of him or something. His eyes met with mine and I glared at him angrily. He blushed, stuttered something and left to go outside. Jesse had also disappeared into the living room, where I found him talking with Sami. I definitely needed a cold bath.

Later that night, we sat outside. We had all been drinking, some quite heavily, some less.

Jesse was talking with Kim and ignoring me! I guess he knew what I wanted and wasn’t in the mood; how typical. It was frustrating to be the one in the relationship who wanted more sex than the other. Jesse had once told me that no one was as horny as I was. It was true that I wanted sex daily or better yet, two or tree times a day, but Jesse simply couldn’t keep up with my appetite – a pity really. I think there’s nothing strange in wanting sex so often; I’m a healthy young man at the age of twenty-two, of course I want sex. I mean, who doesn’t?!

My eyes wandered off to where Marko sat just as he looked back at me and smiled. I became mesmerized by his movements. How he licked his lips, how he looked at me, pure want in his eyes and finally he stood up. He walked towards me, stopped just as he was about to pass me.

”I’m going to the sauna. Meet me there in five minutes if you’re interested,” I heard him whisper, even though he wasn’t looking in my direction. He continued walking. His boyfriend was too drunk to even notice his boy-toy’s sudden absence.

My palms sweating, my heart racing, racing with the desire…the need to go and follow him grew stronger which each passing second. Five minutes he had said to me. I needed to get laid and I couldn’t really think clearly. But remembering my earlier promise to myself I found myself lowering my hand down on Jesse’s thigh. One last try; a Finnish man is always persistent.

Jesse looked at me and I also gained the attention of his chubby friend.
”What is it now?” The question was asked in an almost bored tone.

”Honey, let’s go inside?” I carefully suggested

”Not now, I thought I told you this already?” He snapped coldly, turning his attention back to his whale of a friend.
”Well I ain’t going to force you!” I felt angry and rejected and…well, even my persistence has its limits.

’What the fuck was this? He’d rather talk with that ugly beast than have wonderful, mind blowing sex with his gorgeous boyfriend?!’ I thought as I made my way to the sauna building. ’Well fine, that’s just fine! Have it his way then. He could only blame himself for this! He practically threw me into the arms of another guy. Yes, Jesse is the one to be blamed. Not I, never I.’

I opened the door and slipped into the dim room where I found him already waiting. He had already lost his shirt and was now leaning against the wall, smiling with the promise of what I knew he could offer. He reached out to take my hand.

”I knew you’d come,” He whispered and I allowed him to pull me closer. My lips met his in a slow kiss that would only be the start to something much more. I breathed in his lovely scent, caressing his cheeks with my lips.

I felt his hands behind my back, sneaking their way under my shirt, urging me closer.
”Take this off,” he huskily whispered pulling my shirt up and I allowed him to remove it. It was carelessly tossed somewhere onto the cold concrete floor.

Our kisses turned needier, hungrier for more, and all sense of reality flew out the window, all thoughts of tomorrow. His eyes darkened from lust, to the point where they were almost dark green, I’ve never seen eyes as green as his.

”What about Pete?” I panted, my erection already throbbing and as soon as the question had made itself known from my lips, I found myself regretting it. He did not need a reminder of his boyfriend, or man-friend more like it.

”What about Jesse?” He asked, grinning slightly, opening his red and swollen lips and licking them.

”Jesse who?” I asked, losing myself into the kiss once more. Hands seemed to be everywhere, moaning, breathing, clothes undressed, sounds of intense kissing. I tugged his jeans down and he kicked them all the way off. I practically tore his boxers off, but he didn’t seem to care.

”Oh gods, Joni, I want you so bad,” he moans and it’s all the encouragement I need. 

I urge him to turn around to face the wall. There’s some lotion on the bench and I use it to prepare him in haste before the need gets too strong for the both of us and I enter him.

There’s just me and him, becoming one, pleasure overwhelming. At that moment all my thoughts are on Marko and how good he feels around my member and I can tell he enjoys it too. No wonder really, I know how good I am and ten times hotter than that old man of his.

Marko reaches his climax before me and I follow him soon after. Relaxed and content I am no hurry in leaving him. I rest my forehead against his sweaty shoulder, both steadying our breaths.

”That was amazing,” Marko whispers. 

It was,”” I admit before I slowly pull out of him. But before neither of us have time to get dressed we hear someone entering the dressing room. Shit!

I try to hurriedly pull my clothes back on while Marko does the same, but we’re much too slow. The door pulls open with a crack and I hear a shocked gasp as my heart leaps to my throat. Fuck! We’re so busted.

Chapter 2


I look at the pair in shock before turning my eyes away from their still half-naked forms. My heart hammering inside my chest, fingers curling in fists as tears burn my eyes. It wasn’t me that they cheated, but Jesse. Sweet Jesse and my anger is for him. I grit my teeth, words failing me and I shake my head in disgust.

”Kim wait! Joni’s voice stops me as I turn back to the door. ”Don’t you fucking go and tell about this to Jesse, he doesn’t need to know. You’d only hurt him.”

He’s managed to get his clothes back on and his hand lands on my arm. I narrow my eyes at him, breathing hard. ”Why shouldn’t I? You’re cheating on him.” 

His brown eyes look at me, narrowing as mine are.  The nervousness I saw flashing in his eyes before was replaced by sickening confidence and all the while Marko is there, pale and shivering behind him, knowing I have to knowledge to destroy his relationship with his sugar daddy. 

”Do you really think Jesse would believe you?” Joni ask smugly. ”Pathetic, chubby guy like you who has a crush on him, whose been secretly obsessed about him for years. Making up this silly stories out of jealousy. But let me tell you the truth Kim, Jesse will never want you, never. He is an impossible dream to you; he would never think of you that way. How could he?”

My eyes start to water even more, I can not help it. I’ve hated Joni since Jesse started going out with him. He’s an arrogant asshole, one of those who know perfectly well how good looking they are and use it. But Jesse sees something in him, Jesse loves this guy for some fucked up reason. So in the end it is not his hurtful threat, that make me hesitate about telling, it is those words; you’d only hurt him. And it’s the last thing I want; to hurt him.

Shaking my head I pull my arm free and leave. I can not say another word, I leave the cheating pair without comfort of what I am going to do, hell I don’t know what to do. And I hurry to the woods to be alone, to escape from the pair, let them wonder, let them panic. 

I find a peaceful spot by the water, farther from the cabin and sit on the ground, looking up to the sky, playing with the moist grass under my fingers. It’s already past midnight, but it’s not even dark yet. The sky is almost purple; colored by the last light of the sun, the sun that would soon after rise back up, never really setting; June has always been my favorite month for this reason.

 I know how much that Joni loathes me; the disgust in his eyes has always been clear whenever he looks in my direction. And Joni is right; I have feelings for Jesse, I’ve had feelings for him from the first day that I ever laid my eyes on him. But I can’t understand how Joni could cheat on Jesse. Why would anyone go to another, when they already have such perfection at their side?

I don’t know what I should do. Should I tell Jesse. Should I tell Pete. I do not know. Would they believe me? 

I don’t know how long I stay there before I decide to return to the cabin, hoping that the others are already sleeping. I have no wish to meet with Joni or Marko again. I walk towards the front door, heading to the warm bed that will be waiting, but feeling sure that I won’t get any sleep this night.

Walking past the lake, I hear something and stop, looking between the cabin and the lake. Knowing I wouldn’t sleep, the choice is easy and so I decide to walk closer to see what caused the noise I heard, well, not really a noise; sounds of the water splashing.

 I see him there; Jesse. The warm purple light caresses his beautiful face and figure. Jesse splashes some water on his face, then leans back, wetting his hair, unaware of his secret admirer. Watching him makes my legs feel like jelly; I have to take some support from the birch trunk beside me.

Jesse’s hands move on his naked upper body, his eyes close, breathing in the fresh air of the restful summer night.

I can see the smile that plays on his lips; he is looking at the sky now. To me, it is like watching some perfect piece of art, something not quite from this world. He looks like an angel, an angel that has come down from heaven to play in the silent and warm night, enjoying the beauty of the earth. Jesse is beautiful; outside as well as in. How could Joni cheat on him? I’ll never know.

If the impossible would happen, if Jesse were mine, I would always cherish him, treat him like the treasure that he truly is. But Joni is right; he is just an impossible dream. How could an ugly thing like myself ever touch a beauty like Jesse?

In my dreams Jesse wants me, but it will always be just that; a dream. I’m a friend, never a lover. Losing weight, I have tried, I’ve tried desperately and then grew tired. 

Most of my life is spent in dreams of what will never truly happen; dreaming that one day, I could become look as handsome as Joni is, dreaming that Jesse would see me, see me really for the first time and that he would tell me that he loved me, that he always has. But the reality is never as kind as it is in dreams, I know that it isn’t, I’ve learned that a long time ago.

Finally, Jesse turns around, sensing the eyes on him, he smiles at me, making my heart beat wildly in my chest.
”Where were you, Kim? I was beginning to worry about you.” He asks looking at me with curiosity. ’Joni cheats on you, he cheats, but I love you, Jesse.’ My heart is screaming, but I fail to voice my thoughts, remembering the cold words of Joni.

”I went for a walk,” I tell him instead and walk closer to the shore. ”You’re up late, thought you would be sleeping already. Isn’t the water freezing this late at night?” I ask then.

”You know me; it’s such a beautiful night and I would hate missing it completely by sleeping through it. And the water really isn’t that cold, come and try it yourself.” Jesse grins.

”Well, I don’t know…” I hesitate. ”I think I’ll pass.” I tell him then, I really don’t want Jesse to see me dressed in swimming trunks, I’m too ashamed of my body.

I watch how Jesse swims for a while and then slowly returns towards the shore. ”Would you hand me my towel, it’s over there, on that rock.” Jesse asks smiling at me. I realize that he is stark naked and I turn my eyes away, blushing. I fear that if I were to look, I won’t be able to help the urge to touch. I give him the towel.
”One could think that you’ve never seen another man naked before.” Jesse grins, drying himself up.
”I’ve never seen you,” I could almost hit myself for saying it out loud. When he smiles, I curse myself for blushing again.

”Well, it might be better that you didn’t see all of me; the cold water doesn’t always flatter some parts of the male body, as I think you know.” Jesse laughs softly.

”Will you stay up with me? We could make a fire to the grill and cook something? Or are you feeling tired already?” Jesse asks, dressing his clothes back on.

”No, I’m not tired at all.” I answer, perhaps a little too quickly. Could I be any more transparent? At times I want to touch Jesse so much that I think I could die. ’An impossible dream, Jesse is just an impossible dream.’ I remind myself when I notice that my mind had once again wandered off to thinking what it would be like to kiss him, to make love to him. I want him and I don’t know how to stop wanting.

I sit in front of the fire; Jesse hands me a beer can and sits next to me. I look at him secretly as he’s gazing up to the sky.

”It’s just so beautiful,” he sighs, his voice almost a whisper. For a moment he stares into the flames, silently before he turns his face to me and he smiles; gentle, soothing. My heart is still pounding furiously as I look at him, in this light, in this night, he’s even more beautiful; the warm light of the fire dancing on his face, shining in his eyes. ”I wish that the summer would never end.” He says as he looks around.

”Yes… Although I don’t think that the winter would be so bad in the end, if only you had someone to keep you warm.” Did I just say that out loud? ’Desperate… disgusting… ugly fat…’ My own pitiful ego started whispering inside my head.

”How’s your love life by the way, have you met anyone interesting?” Jesse asks

”I have feelings for this one guy, but I could never have him,” I answer with a quiet voice.

”Why? You never know unless you try.” He encourages and nudges playfully at my side.

”I just know that it wouldn’t work, he’s way off my team. He is beautiful, thin and as for myself… Well, I am what I am; an overweight pig.” I tell him, staring at the beer can in my hand.

”Kim… You shouldn’t think so little of yourself. You’re really not that bad to look at… And I’m not just saying this because I’ve been drinking, or because I’m your friend.” He touches my cheek and suddenly I fear to breathe. ”You’re a pretty cute guy Kim, so you’re slightly overweight, but what of that? You’re one of the sweetest guys I know and I think that whoever you end up with in the end, will be lucky to have you.” He smiles and removes his hand, immediately leaving me to miss the warmth of his touch. 

’Why are you tormenting me so? Why do you touch and smile the way you do? If you knew, if I told you now, would you still remember what you just said, or would you run away?’ I look into his blue eyes, wanting to kiss him, wanting it more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life… But Jesse fails to see it; can he not read it in my eyes?

”So how’s things with you and Joni?” I ask finally, my voice almost sticking to my throat. Jesse is silent for a while looking at me and then towards the fire.

”We’re doing fine, Joni is… He’s perfect, I love him.” He answers and there’s that smile again, this time it only annoys me though, knowing who it’s for. 

I  would like to grasp his shoulders and shake him to reality. ’Joni is not perfect, Jesse, he does not deserve you!’ My heart screams, but still I stay silent. I swallow the disappointment, I swallow the hurt. How could I tell him and watch his heart break before my very eyes? But how can I not tell him and watch from the side as Joni would hold him in his arms, whispering new sweet lies to his ear?

”At times though…” Jesse starts carefully. I look at him in confusion, with hope. ”This is probably just silly,” Jesse shakes his head and sighs. ”He wants it, like, all the time, or that’s what it feels like to me, it’s… I just can’t keep up with him, nothing seems to be enough. At times it can be pretty pressing. I want to be a good boyfriend, but I just, I feel like I can never be enough,” Jesse admits. He lifts the beer can up to his lips and drinks.

”It’s not stupid Jesse; I understand completely what you’re saying.” I whisper, I must fight with myself; should I tell him or not?

”I think that I’ll go to sleep after I’ve taken a shower, it’s getting so late.” Jesse says after we have eaten. He yawns and stretches his arms. I look at him, smiling wistfully. I don’t like the thought of Jesse sleeping in his arms, in fact; I do not like the idea of Joni touching him at all, and can anyone blame me for that? I wish that I could take him to my bed; I wish that I could have his warm body close to mine and wake up to his gentle kisses.

Jesse starts dousing the already smoldering fire. I still haven’t told him, it just feels so hard to say those words, to speak them out loud. I don’t know what to do. What if he would get angry at me for telling? And what if…?

”Are you coming in?” Jesse asks looking at me.

”I’ll stay here for a moment,” I tell him. Jesse nods his head and smiles.

”Good night Kim, I’ll see you in the morning.”

”Good night Jesse,” I answer and I look after him longingly. I still don’t know what to do.

Chapter 3


I’m the first to wake up. I stretch my arms, yawn, and turn to lie on my side. I look at Jesse, who is sleeping next to me; the warm light of the morning sun caresses his face and his naked back. He looks so fucking gorgeous and I feel the desire to have him. My hand reaches out to touch his warm, perfect skin and I feel a small wave of relief to find him there next to me, real to the touch. 

Was I worried? – A little, I have to admit. I know Kim hates my guts, I know how he feels for Jesse, I know I screwed up by getting caught… But in all honesty, Marko is the only guy I’ve cheated Jesse with, though I’ve felt desire often. Our sex drives are so different and it’s the only part I would like to change in our relationship. 

I run my fingers down his spine, moving lower and lower; down on his buttocks which are covered only by the thin cover. I love the fact that he likes to sleep nude. My fingers meet with the firm satin-like skin, I can’t help but squeeze. Jesse awakes from his dream and looks at me, his blue eyes only half-open. His hair is all mixed up; so sexy. I lean in to kiss him as I move my hand on his buttocks; I stroke the skin between them with my fingers.

”I’m tired…” Jesse murmurs, looking at me. He can barely keep his eyes open. I was worried when it took so long until he returned to our room. But If Kim would have said anything about what saw, Jesse wouldn’t have come.

I snuggle close to him so that he can feel my erection against his side. I kiss his neck, his earlobe. I know how much he likes it when I kiss and suck his earlobes, so I continue it.

”I want you… so bad,” I whisper and start rocking my hips against him, almost desperate. I just want to be reassured that everything is good between us. He rolls over on his back and sighs softly when I kiss him, responding a little more eagerly but I can see more work is needed. So I kiss his neck and move down his chest to his flat stomach. Finally settling between his thighs where I plant a kiss on his half-hard member. I’m rewarded with a delicious moan when I take him between my lips and start pleasuring him.

Good luck Kim, if he tries to ruin this, Jesse’s moan grows louder, his hand grasps my hair and I eagerly continue to pleasure him, while moving my finger against his opening. Lube is needed, luckily I’m prepared! I replace my mouth with my hand on his member while reaching for the tube on my nightstand. 

”Still tired?” I whisper cunningly while focusing back on my task of pleasing him and making him want it bad. ”Want me to stop?” I ask, slowly moving my hand on his cock, while stroking my finger against his opening. 

”No, don’t stop…” he breathes out and it makes me feel even hotter. I slowly move my first finger in then the second stretching carefully, paying attention to his cock once more with my mouth. I want him to call out my name, I want Kim to hear it! I want him to understand that it would be useless trying to break us up. I’m evil, I know, but someone has to bring that chubby back to earth.

I scissor my fingers inside him until I can no longer bear to control myself. I pull my fingers out and position myself against his entrance before trusting inside. Damn, he feels so good, I gasp. Jesse tries to stay silent, his head is turned to the side, his eyes close and he’s nipping his bottom lip. My hand goes between our bodies, wrapping it around his cock.

”You’re so tight and warm, you look so fucking hot laying there, under me, my dick inside your ass, doesn’t it feel good?” I whisper to his ear starting to move inside him. His eyes open up to look at me.

”Yes…”I  listen to the moans that he’s making. I warm up even more and keep moving agains him using  faster and faster, his legs now bend and wrapped around me.  ”Say my name!” Jesse doesn’t do it straight away. ”Say, my name baby, scream for me,” I insist.

”Jonii!…” I smile wildly. I start ramming into him without any attempt to keep our session quiet. With a satisfyingly loud moan, Jesse finally reaches his orgasm and it won’t take me long to follow him to the heavenly bliss.

 I lay down on top of him, catching my breath.

”Fuck that was great, felt really good baby,” I whisper, kiss his neck, and stand up. Jesse turns to lie on his side, he looks at me as I start putting my clothes on. ”I need a shower now; you can continue your sleep honey.” I smile and give him some handkerchiefs; in case he wants to clean himself up a bit.

”It felt good,” he smiles lazily while cleaning himself up. He throws the paper into the bin and lays back down. ”And yeah, I really need more sleep”, he murmurs.

”Rest as long as you like, I’ll make you breakfast when you wake,” I smile at him. I shake off the stab of guilt when I remember last night with Marko, shake off the wave of worry knowing that Kim saw us. He won’t tell, he can’t, right??

I lean to the bed and kiss his forehead. 
”Sleep well my love,” I whisper and he smiles back lovingly at me before closing his eyes. I leave the room, closing the door softly behind me.

I run into Pete as I am walking towards the shower.

”Sounds like someone had a good wakening.” He says, winking at me.

”Jealous? Tell me if you need tips from the master.” I laugh playfully. Poor Pete; he could use them, after all his boyfriend is like all over me. But who could blame him; I’m pretty darn hot if I dare say so myself. I look at myself from the bathroom mirror, running my fingers through my dark brown hair. I smile at my reflection, satisfied with what I see. I start undressing and after I’m done, I take a long, hot shower.

Chapter 4




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